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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2010|11:09 pm]

Love is losing its importance for me...
Alot of things are beyond my control and I will not force myself to make them turn right again.

bcos deep down I know I cannot stick to this lifestyle anymore, something got to change.

Now,
Fun, family and friends are much much much more genuine and important. :D

You will love the new KARIS. ^^V

 


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(no subject) [Jun. 29th, 2010|06:32 pm]
我的天真 在泪水里沉沦
孤独它让我无法负荷

这次我真的痛了 真的彻底醒了
我试着洒脱
换来的只是伤痕

我哭的累了 没有梦是好的
别再说爱我 你给的全是悔恨


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(no subject) [Jun. 28th, 2010|06:24 pm]

"I think the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don’t change when everything else does."

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望


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(no subject) [Jun. 20th, 2010|12:05 pm]

*Thunder* *Thunder* *Thunder*
It's going to rain big again. SIAN.

A voice in my mind keeps repeating that it is going to be MONDAY tomorrow. =/
2 days of weekends really really not enough!
(but luckily this weekend is fulfilling enough before the start of another torturous week!)

I have got to reach office early tomorrow to set up the classroom for my course, yawns!
But I wonder how am I going to do a cluster set up when there are no tables in the classroom. The new rooms only got chairs with tablets.
It is so gonna be a CHALLENGE! -.-''
Plus, I forgot to go push the flipchart boards into the classroom on Friday. God bless that in the classroom there are already exisiting flipchart boards so that I dont have to go around looking for it tomorrow!
May the course I run tomorrow runs smoothly!

Now my arms are aching real big time.
Yesterday I went to watch Toy Story 3 with the girls in my department at a timing as early as 1040am. YAWNSSS.
Dont know been how many years since I last woke up so early for a movie...
After the movie, we went to a place in Selegie to play WII. WEE, it is fun! HAHA.
Played a total of 4 hrs of wii la; wii sports, wii dance, wii rabbid.
WII until now my arms are not listening to me already. =[
But overall the session is fun and am now waiting for Jeslyn to upload the tak-glam photos we took and pray hard she dont upload the videos. =X
I am suggesting this hangout place for Sabbie's birthday celebration! I strongly believe they will like it!
Let me do more research on this place, the pricing and see whether I can get the best package! HAHAHAHAHA.
Can't wait for another WII sessions with my dear girls this time! :D

After the WII session, bus-ed back to Teck Whye to meet up with Jiayan and Kahying to go over Monica's baby one month full celebration.
Small little life twitching here and there. *ENVY*
Monica has finally found her happiness with this little victory, really glad for her. =]
But for me, I dont want to start a family now please please please.
I have not even started on my degree and the figures in the bank account shows that if I am going to have a baby soon, that baby is so goddamn confirm to suffer.
Watch world cup at Monica's house until near to 12am. YAWNS AGAIN.
Sometimes I really dontunderstand what's the big hoo-haa over this world cup. =.='''

Tonight will be having steamboat to celebrate my poly-mate Zinc's bday.
Guess this year I am going to celebrate twice for her; one today and another one on Friday.
Zinc, Jiahao and I are going to FARMART on friday! HAHA, joyed. Been some time since we were together!
I intend to treat Zinc to a dinner for her birthday on Friday but that Jiahao sure jealous then want me treat also one lor! KNS.
See how la, let the flow of the tide guide me along. HAHA.

Enough said.
Today will be another good good day I believe! :D

Oh maybe one more thing, I HAVE TO DIET ALREADY!
ok, that's it, bye!

 


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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2010|11:33 pm]

Love compromise of commitment, patience, care, concern and understanding.

No matter how tough the road ahead lies for the both of us, I will hold your hand tight in mine and walk through the hurdles.
With two hearts tied together, the hardest can be solved, the worst can be dissolved.

I know this period of time, these months are bad for you.
Though I cant help much but I promise I will not throw you aside at any point of time.
I will be by your side at your darkest times, give you courage and strength when at any point of time you feel like falling apart.

This is me, your girlfriend.
Who is more than willing to sacrifice for you.


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(no subject) [Jun. 9th, 2010|10:35 pm]
[Current Mood |hopefulhopeful]

This is the very first post I am typing with my new laptop. <3

Getting not used to it now but I believe things will definately turns better when I am more "close" with this new laptop.
There are spaces in between the alphabets on the keyboard and this is the very first thing I am not used to.
My very first laptop has got no spacing in between the alphabets and now whenever I type, I have to mentally remind myself to give my fingers a wider circumference to move.
Secondly, this laptop does not come with a built in CD-Drive and upon reading through the agreement contract with starhub earlier, I realized they are selling this Samsung CD-Drive at S$99 with usual price of S$129.
I know I need a CD Drive in time to come because soon, I will be using this laptop often to catch my drama serial shows.
But I am wondering is S$99 abit too steep?
Pondering.
Last but not least, the extended warranty. Sigh.
This laptop comes with a year warranty and they are offering a S$150 with an extension of 3 yrs warranty.
Now if I think S$99 is abit steep, what about S$150? Wa piang.
Why does money $$$ always come into the picture when decisions are so hard to make?
Really, money makes wonder and $$$ is like super important.

What should I do?
Blindfold myself and surrender my cash?!
Or kidnap myself after handing my card to the bf and asked him to help purchase all of the above while I am being "kidnapped"?
ARGHS, I just hate to depart from my cash. :( on all these shits.

Just came home from Jurong Point with nothing on hand.
Darn shit, I hate the feeling to see myself coming home empty handed when I have the mood and mentality to spend.
THERE IS NOTHING FOR ME TO BUY AND GSS IS A FACADE. there is nothing much on sales. -.-''

So now lying on my bed typing these words now, my mind is thinking of the bf.
Thinking of what he is freaking doing over in Thai now, got go siam dui or not. LOL.
He just called me to chit chat awhile and the feeling is good. (: moreover last night he smsed me to tell me he had already bought me 2 shirts. Haha.
Sometimes just sometimes, this guy can be as sweet as a candy too.
/missing him.



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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2010|01:44 pm]
[Current Mood |sicksick]

In a glimpse of eye, half of 2010 has gone.
Today is 1st June 2010, another 6 more months and 2010 will be over. And so ask youself, till now what have you achieved?

I have taken 2 off days in 2 weeks time and I am feeling extremely upset/ frustrated/ pekchek over it.
I didnt take off just to skive from work. I enjoy working in my new environment.
The workload in the new environment keeps me packed and I enjoy the feeling of using my brain.

It all boils down to my leg.
Recently, my potassium level keeps running low early in the morning, making me weak.
When I am weak, I will have no strength and I dont dare to go for work bcos of the journey; the amount of staircase that have to be climbed.
Things that seems like chicken feat when I am all well becomes a traumatizing task for me when I am down with low level of potassium.
I go ARGHS but also no use.

Today is the second time in 2 weeks time I took off.
I have used up all the off days that I have accumulated for the past few months just for this kind of situation.
A sense of desperation, sense of helpless.
F.
I think the next time when my potassium level runs low again, I will just hop on to a cab for work.
F the subcharge, jam and $$$.
I really value this job of mine and inside me I keep telling myself I must excel, I must excel, I must EXCEL.
EXCEL MEANS OVERCOMING ALL OBSTACLES AHEAD TO REACH THE GOAL.

Another thing I have noticed.
If I take my medication in the night early, likesay 9pm, low potassium level the next morning has a higher tendency to happen.
These 2 times of low potassium level arised from this reason I believe.
Maybe 12 pills is not enough to endure the hours from 9pm to 7am when I normally sleep and take my pills after 10pm.
THEN F, only an hour difference wah.
I will keep myself awide no matter how shag I am until 10pm then take my medication and sleep.
BAHHHH. WTH.

Alright, enough of my stupid illness, HATRED.

Let's talk about LIFE.
Recently, celebrated Ashton's 6th birthday. HAHA.
Time really flies. One cant admit he/she is not growing old when the small ones around them are growing up so fast.

22 yrs old with what I have got in hand; nothing solid.
SADDED.
Well, never mind! I believe in time to come, I will achieve something great because I dont give up.
:D

/going to zoo this sat with the kids and that big black fat fellow.
this time will be tiring bcos all 3 of them; mei mei, xavier and ashton will be going.
GOOD LUCK.
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2010|10:23 pm]
 Waiting for hours for the bf to wake up today from his sleep. 
I have to say waiting for someone to wake up is a tire job.
From 1pm he asked me to give him another half an hour of sleep. Yeaaaa, half an hour is nothing to me so I said ok.
Half an hour followed by another half an hour followed by another half an hour until I PEKCHEK.

LOL.
Luckily he did remember we are supposed to go to town today.
Not long after he woke up, he got himself ready for town.
Yes, we are going to hit the town after a long time of waiting and what's special is that it is only the two of us going to town this time! :D
DATING.

Bought a half length pants and a pair of slippers to wear in office today.
Long time crave for shopping is satisfied a little today but it is not enough!
Am making a mental note to ask Hin Leong Eileen to go shopping with me next weekend! Long time since I last met her too.
Gossip queen, we are bound to have a lot to gossip, haha.

The bf and I had Billy Bombers for dinner today, TORTURE.
The share is too much for me alone to savour but I have no choice bcos I dontwant to waste my money so I swallowed the All Star Burger I have ordered and I can see the bf is having a hard time suppressing his stomach to get all the food inside his stomach as well.
BILLY BOMBERS; not anymore in the near future.

Spending time with the bf is enjoyable and is able to bring a smile across my big fat face.
Is this the power of love?
The man who is able to hurt you this much is able to bring you happiness that much.
Bcos of the happiness, you are able to forgo the hurts you know he is going to bring from times to times again.

Thou we were on dating today, I sense something.
The couple feeling I once had with him was gone. Going out with him is like a old wed couple going out for groceries.
I can no longer feel the sweetness in couple dating. :(
Time is really a bomb. It brought away this tenderness in the relationship.
I curse and swear!

Whatever it is, so long the relationship is intact and safe, it should be called for a celebration. :D
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(no subject) [May. 6th, 2010|05:20 pm]
Finally, I see a silver lining out from the misty fog that has been hovering in my life for a week plus.

We exchanged conversations and things got better from there.

But what matter me most now is my health.
Without a good health, whatever else there is are considered nothing.
Without a good health, the rest can wait because I have no energy for them also.

So please god, grant me with a good health.
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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2010|09:06 pm]
To all girls with the same plight as me out there,
dedicating a song for your heart & soul.

爱你的两个我
Wo~城市灯火 对比我内心的落寞
我恨我自己的软弱 离不开你的温柔
另一个我提醒着我 不能永远对你宽容
连自己要什么都没把握 以后如何面对生活
Oh~我就是太念旧 习惯的东西舍不得丢
说委屈 不如说爱你爱得太重
Because I Want You 跟自己在拔河
能怎样呢 爱你的两个我 迷途在进退之中
Because I Love You 跟自己在拔河
你有多爱我 爱过我什么
我会倾听着 别让我等得太久
我天一亮就要离开 还给你全部的自由
你会感到愧疚还是解脱 我很在乎你的感受
Wo~我一数到九十九 电话仍坚持他的沉默
这一刻 我知道我输掉了所有
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