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GOOD LUCK
KARIS!

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A Belated Happy Halloween to all peep!

Went to Liqi's surprise 21st birthday chalet at ECP last night with the bf.
Everything went out of plan and I will explain it bit by bit at the later part of the post.

HURRAY with me, hurray!
The bf has finally opened up one monthly savings account for himself and thou the amount he is saving each month is little, but little accumulates and will become big oneday.
I am proud of the bf for finally making this move. (:
And one more time hurray with me, HURRAY!
The bf has also opened a joint account with me.
Be it for travelling purposes or lifetime purposes, I am still glad.
The thought of him willing to save money with me made me realize the importance I am holding.
You don't open a joint account with any Tom, Dick, Harry right.
Cheers!

Related to the bf of the unhappiness I had with someone.
Someone whom I thought deserved my care and concern but end up stabbed me from behind.
Ouch, it really pain me.
But I learnt a lesson too.
I will wise up much much more the next time.

Bought Mac Hotcake breakfast for the 2 imps in the house.
They were overjoyed when they see us with the Mac plastic bag, haha.
Prepared their breakfast and make sure they had it without much chaos.



Their angelic smiles repaid the hassle I had for sitting beside them thruout their meal, waiting to clear up the aftermath mess.
It's all worth it so long they love it. :D

Went back to sleep with the bf after the chores and was so shocked when the clock reflected 530pm when the bf woke me up.
He has just woke up too.
I remembered barney has informed us that the party starts at 530pm, which is EXACTLY the timing I woke up.
-_-'' horrendous.
We hurried to get ourselves prepared; bf preparing for his bath and me putting on my makeup.
Westmall first to get the Hello Kitty Helium balloon for Liqi, the balloon is so sweet, just like Liqi.
:D

Just as we left Westmall, the nightmare commenced.
It was raining so heavily. :(
We waited at the Mos Burger, hoping in our hearts that the rain will stop at its soonest convenience.
But no, it didnt.
I even prayed but to no answers!
So worried that the bf will back out and decides not to go due to the rain.
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SURPRISINGLY, he stood up and told me this,
"let's go home and take rain coats"
LALALALALA~
We went to the party eventually.
The whole journey was in rain.
I sat behind the bike, looking into the mirror with his reflection.
The raincoat was drenched, his wrists were in pain and he was repeatedly wiping off the raindrops on his visor.
I dare not to say a single word.
I am afraid he will take it out on me.
But deep in my heart, this is how I felt,
[weicheng is very sweet. regardless of the rain, he drove me to liqi's chalet at a faraway place. everytime i complained about him, thinking that he is not sweet then what is this. he is actually a v loving guy and i am very touched by him. he can just say he dont wish to go for liqi's party for she is not his friend to start off with, it's mine. bcos of me, he compromise and drove me there even when it was raining. i know he disliked to ride in the rain but he did it bcos of me. i should learn to appreciate and love this idiot more.]
... this is how i really felt then.

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One word - Lovely.
This year's (4th) anniversary is a loving one I must say.
For I got my flowers and chocolates! :D
 

Year 2009 is a bad year for Dragon babies.
I have been falling sick again and again and again in this particular year.
And this year alone, I have 2 major brkups with him (total sadness T.T).
It was said that this year Dragon babies have clashed with the tai-tsui, therefore I made a mental note to myself that I die die must go offer my prayers to them.
AND I DID IT but SUAYNESS STILL COME TO ME! Why arrr?
On the other hand, kahying didnt go offer her prayers and yet her life for this year is not as turmoiling as mine!
-.-''
I always stick to the belief to believe than to disbelieve but sometimes plain believing may not be a good decision either!

Ok lar, morale of the story for the above paragraph is that I AM SICK AGAIN! WAHAHAHAHA.
COOOOL RIGHT. GOD DAMN IT.
Auntie reddy came to visit me yesterday and it brought serious menstrual cramp as her hand gift!
It got me so painful that I couldnt really get a long deep sleep last night.
:(
Then in office, I have got severe stomachache and it caused me to laosai about 5-6 times.
Each time with great impact, without fail.
I thought I am gonna bomb off the toilet! =B
That's not the worst!
The worst is I caught a bloody irritating flu. D=
KILL ME.
And the aircon in the office is so cooooooooooooold, FULL BLAST!
Kept sneezing here and there, sending virus everywhere!
Could take it no more, I called it a stop.
I went to see a doc halfway and headed home to rest.

Now, the sneezing has stopped. GOOODIE!
But the liquid-ly mucus has came flowing out of my nose by its own, SADDED!
My sorethroat is still sorching hot as well.
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I hope I won't utilize the mc the doc has given it to me tomorrow.
My mc rate is soaring high. high high and HIGH.
OH MAN.
 

Things ve been picking up slowly recently.
(:

I like the way it is now.
Each time meeting up with him never fails to bring a sweet smile to my face (thou sometimes he is a real irritating bug).
however when i don't see him, the insecurities creeped its way up to me again.

How to do solve this?
... ...

Just yesterday I got to know of something amazing, something which I will never believe he will do it for me.
Be it to just shut my mouth up or whatever, I appreciated.
I can't deny I still have the doubts to why he will do that when previously he rejected the idea straight into my face when I brought it up.
heyy boyfriend, you said you have thoughts to yourself and came up with this decision.
you said i am much more important.
are thoes coming from the bottom of your heart?
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if they are really true, i will be relieved that i've chose to return to your side once again.

Love conquers all difficulties.
 

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I think I'm falling all over again in love with this guy.
Will I be happy, will I be sad?
Will we last or will we end?

If I say I am willing to hand over the rest of my life to you,
will you embrace your arms and let me in?
Will you love me as much as I do?
Will you say you will protect me until your very last breath?
Will you save me from tears and pain that you have unknowingly given it to me heartlessly in the past?
Will you assure me that I'm the only girl that you want in your life, for the rest of your life?
Will you want to have me just as much as how I wanted to have you in my world?

Will you...
Will you my dear,
Will you be my hero in the days I've in life?

boyfriend, i love you. :)

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Tiring. (imagine my exhaustation!)

The weekend is coming to an end and tomorrow will be the start of a brand new week.
Which mean Monday is fugging on its way again! (MONDAY BLUES!)
Dislikes!

A brief recap on what I've did for my weekends.
Friday:
Disastrous day!
Supposed to go bugis like what i've mentioned in my previous blog right?!
But no, accidents do happen! Damn it.
The bf's bike went out of electricity OUT OF THE BLUE! like out of nowhere, ahem bike is not working.
HEYYY, what's wrong man! sickening.
Didnt make it to bugis. Instead, went back to batok to get the bike fixed with a trembling heart! Why trembling heart??? Because, I am so afraid that the bike will die on us again on the EXPRESSWAY!
Pray my heart out behind him on the way back.
Getting the bike fixed requires about 30 mins and there goes my bugis trip, yayyyyy. NO MORE!
Went to play Left4Dead instead with his friends. (before that we had a sumptous dinner at farmart to make up the loss of the shopping trip!)
Okay, I know i am nagging here but shopping is impt wahhhhh. AIYA.
Ended the day with a dim sum supper at ard 3am++.

Saturday:
Hock Choon's brother big day! (okayy, not that it rrly relates to me anyway! :P)
Got woke up by the bf so early in the morning to ask me go over to take care of Ashton, hahahaha.
The bf is just so cute and LAZY! YAYY, LAZY IS THE WORD!
Heehee.
So I had a quick bath and went over.
Bought lunch for both the big and small kids in the apartment. Settled them and headed back to sleep before the dinner in the night.
We 3 had a nice sleep in the cosy room! (:
Day ended with a full full stomach from the wedding dinner!

Sunday:
Got disturbed by Ashton in the morning.
He was HUNGRY.
After some washing up, brought him to Mac for breakfast and went to have some groceries shopping for the night.
Swipped up a meal of Spagetti for the big and small kids, including more for the bf to bring to work.
But the noodles is a disaster. :(

YAWNS! so tire now.
and tomorrow's gonna be a monday again. -.-''

A few days ago, the bf and I were discussing on this: "why doesnt we allow to go back to the past and re-do the mistakes we have done?"
It left me there pondering.
The bf says that it will be good and it should be allow for us to go back to the past to rectify the mistakes so that there will be no regrets in life.
Perhaps the bf has done alot of silly and foolish things in the past that he so much wanted to make them RIGHT again now, haha.
But ohhh baby, it's impossible. Admit it, it's life!
I feel that if everyone is given chances to go back to the past and make the mistakes right, we will never learn from life.
Life will be a waste because you learnt nothing and gain nothing from it.
Things will naturally be taken for so granted because you know it's okay, i fail i do it again. again & again & again, anw i have got lots of chances to make it right.

So wrong please!
If things really work out that way, we will not treasure what we have now.
It's the loss and heartpain that makes us cherish what we have now more.

Well, we only live once.
Life just plainly goes like this.
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Dance gracefully in your stage of life people. :D